First day of nersury

Time fly so quickly, my little monkey is already 2 and half years old feel like yesterday when she was born and look at her now she has already started her nursery. seeing her growing day by day in front of my eyes is such a precious feeling but at the same time I don't want her to grow(call me selfish) but I don't want to grow those chubby hands which melt my heart every time she touch my skin, those little conversations where she rambles most of the time, those little lips that she makes when she tries to talk but she will always be my little monkey no matter how old she gets.

Few minutes old

I was a bit sceptical about her nursery that whether I should put her in nursery now or wait till she gets 3 as I was scared of separation anxiety but deep down I know that she is ready for nursery and will do very well in nursery as she is quite confident when it comes to new people but at the same time she is very clingy to me because me and her father are the only people that she will see on daily basis as we live far from our friends and family. well I have told myself if she doesn't settle down in two weeks time we will take her out from the nursery.

First day of nursery

The first day of her nursery was emotional for me as the thought of leaving her with someone else was nerve raking as I have never left her with someone before not even for half and hour. she cried for a week so do I every time I will drop her she will cry her eyes out and keep calling for me"Mummy Mummy" which means mummy don't leave me please, I felt terrible I cried all the way back home for a week and was questioning my decision if I'm doing the right thing I felt such a bad mother for leaving my baby cry with someone who was a complete stranger for her. but as the week past she has shown so much improvement so now if we talk about her nursery she wouldn't get upset and don't even cry anymore which gives me a big relief knowing that she is happy now as mostly mummies will agree with me that mummy guilt is terrible.